"the thought of someone else touching you makes me sick to my stomach"

(via 59oz)

(Source: 80st, via charmanderburnedmytoast)

I let go of the 4 people i cared deeply for, because i didn’t want to take a chance and have them hurt me…. i already have blood for that.
After she died i felt that was the only way, i tried and tried not to think that way. But i was already gone. I was no longer the person everybody knew. I figured lets put an end to this toxic thought. No I’m not starting over or turning a new leaf, I’m just carrying on without those who had the power to hurt me.
Its selfish i know,